Sometimes when i dont write, it is because i am not sure how to describe how i feel or maybe where i feel i (we) are right now. It feels like we are in the middle of two peaks. The lul if you will. An in between time. A pause in the old world right before the world changes. And i feel that the world is about to really change.
I sit here almost mourning it. As if it has already come and gone. It hasen’t, but it will be soon. This i know. So i just sit here. Enjoying, absorbing, living every second. It is bitter sweet in a somewhat melancholy way. It shouldn’t be. But it is none the less.
This is a really hard thing to try and put into words and i dont know if i have been able to in any sort of cohesive way that anybody might be able to understand, but i just tried.
If i have made no sense to you, chalk it up to another crazy ramblings post. If you know what i mean, then, sit back and enjoy the time, now, before the world is to change!