I kinda feel like i am on that second before the wash turns to rinse and starts spinning me around till i lose my lunch and wind up with a major headache and minor nervous break-down.
Do you ever just stand there thinking that it totally sucks right now, but i know that in a few years, this is going to be what i so fondly remember? The BS only adds humor at that point.
It is strange. I know things are really hard for me, however, i feel like this is kinda like the last days of a golden tinged era. One that i will look fondly back on because it is hard but still good. I am mostly in control of my life. I appreciate everything that is in it. And i think things are gonna change big time for not just me but many of us.
I am so thankful to have been raised a slightly older generation than these poor kids today. I can not imagine working hard as a kid in school and in life to have almost zilch for prospects unless you happened to be bankrolled prior. I can not imagine being able to find a job, especially one that makes enough money to go to a state school even. When i was young, College was available for all that wanted to go and worked hard. Fin-aid + a part time job or two could have gotten you a degree. Not these days & i just dont see anything in power giving a shit!?! This sure lends itself to a bleak outlook on our future.
I hope this is not the case. Instead, for me, this is a little wake up to how the grass is as green as you believe it to be. I hope this is not, but if this IS the dawn before the storm, i DO appreciate it as pathetic as I may be! I may be pathetic, but at least i am free thinking, free living and loving all around me. I hope i take a little of this with me always through whatever & wherever my life may lead.
- I kinda feel like its the calm before the storm… (bluepearlgirlsworld.wordpress.com)
- Calm before the Storm? (hotpinkshimoda.wordpress.com)
- Stephen Cook: Is This the Calm Before the LightStorm? (aquariuschannelings.com)